I wish I didn’t, but I do. I offer my heart and time to pretty much anyone. And I like that about myself. I eagerly empathize with souls around me – even if it takes me to dark places – simply because I care, and because I have probably been there or nearby.
I don’t know when to stop and have a tendency to overstay my welcome, and this hurts me. I need to break the cycle because I have been focusing on a soul that sucks in my energy like a black hole and leaves me with little energy to take care of myself.
It has been my choice to feed this soul and I am left starving for reciprocation that most likely will never happen.
I am angry because I am sad.
I have a choice to make: do I linger in purgatory or do I step into the pain of freedom?
I reluctantly choose to block this soul on Facebook.
I reluctantly choose to delete this soul from my contacts on my phone.
My choices are not ones of spite or detest for this soul.
It is an act of love for myself that has gone buried in petty thoughts.